I almost broke rule #1 !!

Oh yes I did.

"What's rule #1?" I hear you ask.
Biasalah..

"Never contact the ex."

Relax lah Anne, I said I almost broke the rule. ALMOST lah.. hehe
I tak call him pun.

Err.. but I have to admit. Twice I stared at his name / number in my mobile's phonebook. Almost pressed the green button on my phone. Almost..
*sigh*

I'm blaming it on that blasted day in February, where ladies who carried hand bouquets or anything valentine's-gift-like, somehow have this look of pity / smug / poor-you-singles-out-there stare .. everytime they looked at girls who didn't have anything red / pink in their hands.
Where the gentlemen who bought these ladies the bouquets or v'day gifts.. either looked a bit miffed ('cause he had to fork out plenty of cash) or looked smug as he thinks everyone will think he's a good partner (well, in reality, would you even notice him? Or her? I'd be noticing the bouquet coz it's irritatingly huge hahaha...)

Oh my.. to give in to temptation last night..
I'm somewhat proud to say: I didn't cave in.
Thank goodness for small strengths.

* * *

Oh well. The day came and gone. And I survived.
And so did so many other people out there.

Hmm.. I survived despite the so many versions of this question: "So.. how did / are you going to celebrate valentine's day?"
*sigh*
All I could say: I didn't / I don't.
And smile sweetly (even if it's a forced one :P )