Hmm.. 3 days into 2005

And I already feel I'm failing at one of my aims: To be a better friend.

I'm not gonna go into anything specifics here. I think some readers might figure out who I'm talking about :P so let's keep the people nameless and faceless.

I've been upset with someone lately. Say for the past few months. And I realise that maybe it's me being paranoid with something that this person (let's name the person, ABC) unintentionally committed. Probably I have been a little too sensitive with ABC, and hence I'm analysing every single thing ABC has been doing. The thing is, I would always come to the conclusion that ABC is slowly, but surely, trying to exclude me from.. from everything!

Recently, things have been good for ABC. Very good.

And yours truly here, being one of the many people ABC calls friends, is not able to be truly and sincerely excited for ABC.

*sigh*

Shame on you, Yam. You call yourself a friend?!?!

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I promise, from this moment, I'll try to put aside negative thoughts about ABC, or anyone for the matter. Will think positive, will stay positive.
Will visit ABC soon. Probably not for a confrontation - more like to be around ABC, and hopefully to be able to rekindle some of the old cosy atmosphere we used to share.

To ABC, and any dear friends I've been thinking negatively of, please accept my most sincere apologies.

You see, I'm still learning to be a good friend.