Can't Get It Out Of My Head

I can't get this song out of my head. It's been playing again and again and again in my brain, and honestly, I don't have the energy to focus on another song instead.

It's the song Bagaikan Sakti, a duet by M.Nasir and Siti Nurhaliza. Yes yes, you got it right. The song is included in the soundtrack of Puteri Gunung Ledang: The Movie.

The chorus simply refused to leave my head:
"Jika ini hakikatnya
Aku serahkan jiwa dan ragaku
Menantimu walau sengsara
Jika ini ketentuannya

Jika ini hakikatnya
Aku serahkan jiwa dan raga
Jika ini ketentuannya
Kau kan jadi milikku jua..."

Adoi, jiwang giler.

Eh no. I'm not in love. Not now, anyway.

I just love the melody. It's... different. (Please, don't expect me to comment much on songs / melody / tune. What do I know about that stuff?)

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On a different note, I've just thrown away some momentos from relationship with Mr Afundi. Already being readily reminded of him whenever I hear one particular song (which has been getting a lot of airplays lately, hmm..), I don't need around me things that would further remind me of him.

Sheils just forwarded to me (& the rest of The Girls) about "Feng Shui for Singles". LOLs.. One of the things to do (and I remember this vividly) is to get rid of things that remind you of your past relationships. Well, if you don't feel like throwing it away, you can just put it in a box and put the box away from your sight.

I suppose if you keep thinking about your past relationships (and continue to wonder what went wrong, or who was at fault, or what is it about yourself that your partner no longer found desireable, bla bla bla..), you just don't have the energy to venture into a new one. Much less to make another relationship work.

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"Jika ini hakikatnya, aku serahkan jiwa dan ragaku, menantimu walau sengsara..."

Help! How to get this song out of my head?